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Tuesday, April 11th, 2006
11:34 am
I'm back :(
i wish i was still there.
it was so much fucking fun dude.
i met 4 british people, 2 guys and 2 girls.
they were so much fun.
and i met a really hot wonderful hippie guy named jason.
he was so fucking cool.
and he was into all of the same music as me.
he was wonderful.
and i met to pretty cool guys from greenville and one from hudsonville that was wearing a purple east shirt.
so that was sweet.
I'm going to buy another nose ring today after school.
and i'm going to buy a galactic cd.
and were going to go to a park and have fun.
and i'm hanging out with rene and seth.
and i emailed steven who was one of the british guys.
and i think thats about it.
i'll think of more though and write about it tomorrow.
it'll be sweet.
peace out man.
Thursday, March 30th, 2006
11:35 am
TODAY IS THE DAY BITCHES!
its going to be sweet.
for the next week i get to wake up and have a beer for breakfast.
on the beach.
or at a swim up bar.
YEAH!
anyway.
last night was random.
but i saw jeff and that was sweet because he kind of just disapeared for a while.
but hes back.
so yeah.
we're going to be nature freaks this summer and its going to be sweet.
it was interesting hanging out with rene last night too.
very random.
yeah.
but.
i think thats about all i have to say.
although i feel like there was something else.
but uhhhh.
i dont know.
peace.
oh wait.
"amen to the good shit" from the good ol elmer.
ok thats all.
Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
11:33 am
i miss my brother.
he needs to come back.
right now.
i'm leaving for cancun tomorrow after school.
I AM SO EXCITED!
i got some good shit thats treating me well too.
so i'll have that when i get back.
and its going to be even better!
i love the good shit.
i'm excited for bonnaroo also.
i'm hanging out with rene tonight.
its going to be interesting.
because i have the good shit.
so it will be fun and interesting.
AT THE SAME TIME!
so yeah.
i'm done.
peace out dudes.
Monday, March 27th, 2006
11:29 am
well...
this weekend was weird.
i got my nose pierced on saturday.
its pretty sweet.
i like it.
i'm leaving for cancun in 3 days!
that is way super exciting.
i cant wait until i get out of this fucking town.
i hate it here.
cancun is going to be so much fun.
I CANT WAIT!
i wish i had more friends.
Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006
11:36 am
umm...this weekend is pretty much going to be sweet.
i'm super uber excited.
but not for work tonight.
thats going to suck...like always.
D&W is the shithole of grand haven.
i hate that place.
my really cute boy is coming to hang out with me on friday.
i'm super uber excited for that too.
its going to be sweet.
Friday, March 17th, 2006
11:32 am
so...
GOING TO KZOO TONIGHT FOR ST. PATTY'S DAY!
its going to be wonderful.
but tomorrow wont be because i have to go take my placement test for college HAHA!
it'll be sweet though.
drinkin some green beer.
YAY!
Wednesday, March 15th, 2006
11:21 am
so...
i really like this new band that chris introduced me to.
they're called A.L.O.
it means Animal Liberation Orchestra.
they are wonderful.
i suggest that you check them out.
there's a really cute boy in my art class.
but definatley not as cute as my cute boy that i've been discussing lately.
definatley not.
but hes still way cute.
the winter sports banquet is tonight.
i'm kind of excited just because i get my white letters for winning all conferece at competition.
thats pretty cool.
but i have to give them up right away.
because my grammy is making me a quilt with all of my stuff from gymnastics and cheerleading on it.
its going to be pretty much awesome.
the date of mathew and mines graduation party is officially june 2, 2006.
its a friday.
the friday before we walk.
i'm pretty excited.
butch's beach burritos is catering it.
so thats going to be sweet.
and its going to be a PARTY!!!
yeah...
wasted.
thats all.
Monday, March 13th, 2006
11:35 am
i hung out with that really cute boy on friday...we had a wonderful time and i got to see a lot of people i havent seen in a while, like kristin and katelyn and brandon and courtney...it was a grand ol time :)
i really want to date my really cute boy.
but he lives in GR :(
but it could definatley work.
i hope it does.
some day.
if not today.
yup.
I WANT SPRING TO BE HERE!
Thursday, March 9th, 2006
11:32 am
HORRAY FOR POTATOES!!!

so i'm going to hang out with the really cute boy tonight.
i'm way excited.
hes so cute.
no.
sexy.

last night we played fruitport and we won and steve garrison dunked it and it was pretty much the coolest thing that happened this season.
and then april almost got in a fight with some fruitport cheerleader because she freaked out when april told riley to read her shirt because it said "i love myspace" on the front and "cheerleaders dont complain. lakers do" on the back.
then riley held up #1 and she flipped out saying shit like "bitch if you got something to say say it to my face, bring it on" it was really funny, then me and april and riley just turned around and looked at her and started laughing. some guy was holding her back and she was screaming and shit...it was quite amusing because she didnt have the balls to do anything.
it was pretty much awesome.

i cant wait till tech is over so i can go hang out with him.
I'M SO FUCKING EXCITED!
Tuesday, March 7th, 2006
11:36 am
i hung out with a really cute boy on saturday night.
he came to my house and just me and him hung out all night.
it was wonderful.
i really want to hang out with him again.
i want to date him.
hes so fucking cute.
no.
hes sexy.
yeah.
sexy.
i'm hanging out with him this weekend too.
i hope its as wonderful as saturday.
hes so cute.
no.
sexy.
Monday, January 30th, 2006
1:35 pm
so...this weekend fucking ROCKED!
i had a wonderful time in kzoo on saturday.
the bob marley birthday bash was so awesome except for the fact that AJ wouldnt dance.
i got a really cute hemp wallet from the bash...
and then afterwards we went to a kegger and played beer pong and got really trashed and it was a grand ol' time.
my first game of beer pong, i was on a team with stephanie and i didnt make one ball in...bu on my second game i was on a team with mike and we were against stephanie and AJ and i was fucking rockin the game...i made almost every ball that i threw! it was so much fun!
the kitchen floor got wet from everyone spilling beer and walking in and out so it was really slippery, so then we decided to spray Pam on the floor and then on the bottoms of our shoes and everyone was slipping around and falling and it was hilarious. everyone who stepped into the kitchen slipped and fell IT WAS AWESOME!
then after the party started to die down a bit i made out with a really really really really really really really really really fucking hot gorgeous sexy boy named mike and we ended up going back to his place and i stayed there.
then the next morning mike played the guitar for me for like an hour and then we layed on his bed and played with his little puppy and then me and mike and stephanie and AJ went out for breakfast and the blue dolphin and then we went back to AJ's appartment and hung out with holmes and fish and tom and johnny and talked about how much fun we had the night before...
then sadly, we headed back to shit hole spring lake.

all in all...I HAD A FUCKING WONDERFUL NIGHT!
Friday, January 27th, 2006
1:02 pm
the way i see it #61

Imagine we are all the same. Imagine we agree about politics, religion, and morality. Imagine we like the same types of music, art, food, and coffee. Imagine we all look alike. Sound boring? Differences need not divide us. Embrace diversity. Dignity is everyone's human right.



I have to say that i think its really lame how people fight about stupid shit like whos ugly and whos fat and whos tan and whos not and whos smart and all that fucking bullshit! hello people...we arent in third grade anymore, were about to graduate high school and go on to college...dont you think were past all that shit? accept people for who they are...and if you dont like their personality or certain things that they do...then avoid that person. its lame not to like someone because they are heavier or skinny or pale or tan.

so my brother is on the other side of the country :( oh boy do i miss him...i miss the long talks about everything that we used to have...i miss smoking the chronic...i miss seeing all of his friends who would stop by at his house...i miss watching futurama for hours on end when you are so high you cant do anything except stare at the fictional drawings moving before your eyes...i miss hearing a new kottonmouth kings song everytime i walked in the door...i miss the drives to the gas station so he could buy me ciggarettes...i miss taking him to various fast food resturaunts so he could buy dinner because he never had any food...i miss hearing about everything you could know about an iPod because he was so excited to have one...i just really really miss my brother.
but on the brighter side i've talked to him a few times since hes been out there and hes having a wonderful time, he loves being able to go hiking and skiing and snowboarding whenever he wants.

THE BOB MARLEY BIRTHDAY BASH IS TOMORROW!!! i am so fucking excited for it! and i'm excited for stephanie turning the big 1-8 on sunday! i'm excited to go to Kalamazoo... this weekend is just going to be a BLAST!!!

i found out that 2 people i know have HIV and that scares me

19 DAYS UNTIL I TURN 18!!! arent you excited? because i sure am!
Monday, November 28th, 2005
10:05 am
so...i hung out with a really cute boy last night :D
his name is matt, and he's 22, and he's very intelligent and intellectual.
he says really nice things to me...
and he wants to hang out again...
i met him at a party and we talked for about 6 hours that night.
we had an awesome time.
then he asked for my number so i gave it to him,
and he didnt call for a few weeks.
then i saw rick and lindsay and rick said that he wanted my number again.
it turns out he was trying to call all that time but he was dialing the wrong area code
i think we are hanging out on tuesday
maybe friday too.
he's so damn cute!
i wonder with the age difference if there could ever be anything more then just friends.
he seems to be head over heels for me.
but i just dont know.
HE'S SO DAMN CUTE!
5 years is kind of a difference.
but i dont really give a shit...
i wonder if he does?
we had such a wonderful time last night.
granted we just went to the rendezvous and had coffee with rick and lindsay.
but it was wonderful.
because i love lindsay
and i was with him.
and lindsay loves rick.
it was a good night.
i want to get drunk on thursday and saturday...
because i dont have school on friday...
and i dont have to work on sunday.
that that would be bad fucking ass if i could get totally fucking plastered both of those days.
peace out
Monday, November 21st, 2005
9:45 am
well...this weekend was ok...
friday night was pretty fucking sweet if you ask me.
i had a great time chillin with the fam and my best friend ever...
got a little tipsy and i was higher than the f-ing clouds.
but...we had to come home on saturday afternoon because ian and i had to go to my aunt tracy's house in lansing on sunday at fucking 8 in the morning...
saturday night when we got home...i slept until like 8:30 then woke up and watched some TV and my fucking mom comes in the living room to tell me that bruce will be over in about an hour...i asked her if i could leave because I ABSOLUTLEY FUCKING HATE HIM!!!!! and she wouldnt let me...so i went in my room at 9:00 on saturday night and watched TV till i fell asleep which wasat like 2 in the morning because i couldnt fucking sleep knowing that my mom is in her bedroom with the door shut with a fucking nasty ass faggot who should have never been born!
in case none of you have ever experienced that...it is the fucking worst feeling in the world!
then sunday was really weird too because right when we get to my aunts house she starts freaking out and crying because she thinks shes not a good house keeper...it was pretty awkward.
then sunday night when i got home from my aunts at like 6:30 i went for a cruise by my self and then came home and watched TV because i had aboslutley nothing better to do.

BUT...on a lighter note...I'M GETTING MY CAR BACK!!!
i'm so fucking happy because i dont like the nissan I 30 that my mom wanted to give me.
that car sucks ass in the snow/ice/winter...and the gas pedal is extremely touchy and the anti lock breaks are fucking weird and freaky and i just dont like that car...

I CANT WAIT TO GET MY CAR BACK!!!

anyway...peace and love
Friday, November 18th, 2005
9:56 am
I'M GETTIN SHOT BITCHES!
I'M DYING TONIGHT! SO SAY YOUR GOODBYES!


BGGY! hahahahahaha!

i will say...that i too love getting retardedly high with my best friend and laughing so hard to the point where i cant drive! haha...last night was fucking hilarious and funny and great! and tonight is going to be fucking hilarious and funny and great! well...that is until...I GET SHOT BITCHES!

oh and stephanie mary nash! tonight...if she asks...YOU WILL! (i really hope you know what i'm talking about here...because if you dont...you are OFFICIALLY...well...i'll leave the rest up to you)

YAY! i will be consuming my very favorite carbonated beverage in...oh...about...10 hours!!! I CANT WAIT ANY LONGER!! haha

anyway...enough of this nonsense for today!

peace, love and I'M GETTING SHOT BITCHES!!!


i feel that this song fits quite well with the events that will be occuring later tonight...dont you?

The Beatles
Maxwell's Silver Hammer

Joan was quizzical; studied pphysical
Science in the home.
Late nights all alone with a test tube.
Oh, oh, oh, oh.

Maxwell Edison, majoring in medicine,
Calls her on the phone.
"Can I take you out to the pictures,
Joa, oa, oa, oan?"

But as she's getting ready to go,
A knock comes on the door.

Bang! Bang! Maxwell's silver hammer
Came down upon her head.
Bang! Bang! Maxwell's silver hammer
Made sure that she was dead.

Back in school again Maxwell plays the fool again.
Teacher gets annoyed.
Wishing to avoid and unpleasant
Sce, e, e, ene,

She tells Max to stay when the class has gone away,
So he waits behind
Writing fifty times "I must not be
So, o, o, o.."

But when she turns her back on the boy,
He creeps up from behind.

Bang! Bang! Maxwell's silver hammer
Came down upon her head.
Bang! Bang! Maxwell's silver hammer
Made sure that she was dead.

P. C. Thirty-one said, "We caught a dirty one."
Maxwell stands alone
Painting testimonial pictures.
Oh, oh, oh, oh.

Rose and Valerie, screaming from the gallery
Say he must go free
(Maxwell must go free)
The judge does not agree and he tells them
So, o, o, o.

But as the words are leaving his lips,
A noise comes from behind.

Bang! Bang! Maxwell's silver hammer
Came down upon his head.
Bang! Bang! Maxwell's silver hammer
Made sure that he was dead.

Whoa, oh, oh, oh.
Silver hammer man
Thursday, November 17th, 2005
9:24 am
marijuana
Weed.
Youre the baby of the drugs,
and thats okay,
because Im sure,
I could do you all day.


Which drug should you be hooked on? [now with pictures]
brought to you by Quizilla



HAHA! YAY!
so...i hate the snow! i hate driving in it! i hate being cold! i hate scraping the ice off my fucking car at 7:30 in the morning! i hate running out of windsheild wiper fluid when you have ice caked on your windsheild! i hate getting snow in my shoes!
I HATE WINTER!
but i will admit that it is nice to have a break from the blazing hot sun and the sweat...and it is pretty...but why does it have to be so f-ing cold?
i have my tryouts for basketball season today...right after school...i'm not worried about it...i'm never worried about it...i just hate going through the motions of it...it sucks...
then i have to work tonight too...right after tryouts...which always sucks...
BUT...tomorrow i'm leaving with my bestest friend stephanie and my wonderful dad and his wife and my brother and my step siblings and their significant others and going up to the cabin!!! YAY! there are many great times to be had...and i'm getting my favorite kind of carbonated beverage! YAY! it will be just one big fun filled lazy weekend! and i am so excited for it! YAY!

anyway...i'm peacin' bitches!!!
(after a song...of course)

The Doors
Back Door Man.................MY FAVORITE DOORS SONG EVER!

Wha!
Yeah!
Come on, yeah.
Yeah, come on, yeah.
Oh, yeah..

Yeah, I'm a back door man.
I'm a back door man.
The men don't know,
But the little girl understand.

Hey, all you people that tryin' to sleep,
I'm out to make it with my midnight dream, yeah,
'Cause I'm a back door man.
The men don't know,
But the little girls understand.
All right, yeah.

You men eat your dinner.
Eat your pork and beans.
I eat more chicken
Than any man ever seen, yeah, yeah.
I'm a back door man.
The men don't know,
But the little girl understand.

Well, I'm a back door man.
I'm a back door man.
Whoa, baby,
I'm a back door man.
The men don't know,
But the little girls understand
Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
9:33 am
YAY! the health department had an opening before tech on wednesday!!!
i'm so happy!
tonight is my sports banquet...not to excited about that...all i'm excited for is to go to TACO TUESDAY at Vics afterwards so we dont have to eat that nasty food they serve there...
i have a dentist appointment after school today too...i hate the dentist
so i think my mom gave me her nissan infiniti I30 since my car needs a whole new engine...she took all of her stuff out of it and told me to have my dad switch the insurance and all that good stuff...it kind of sucks though because i want my car back...and my mom will use this against me for the rest of my life..."oh but i gave you my car so you have to" she'll use lines like that...but its good she gave it to me because she doesnt need 3 cars...no one person needs 3 cars...2 i can understand to have one as a back up...but 3 is just rediculous! my car is more comfortable too...i miss it! :( i miss my stickers...and my non leather interior...and my non digital heat...and my non touchy gas pedal...and my steering wheel cover...and being able to have a spot to burn nag...and my flip down deck...and it being able to play mp3's...god damn it i want my car back!!! :'(

anyway...enough bitching for one day!
peace
Monday, November 14th, 2005
9:41 am
so i missed my fucking shot appointment...AGAIN!!! its like the 3rd or 4th time missing it in a row!
UGHH! i'm so pissed about that!
so i had another munchie moment yesterday...i havent had one in a while...but i had a hugmungous lunch with my mom and brother...oh so tasty too...potatoes, carrots, rolls, pot roast...it was fucking chronic...then i went to the mall and to best buy and to my g-mas with my brother then went back to his house and chilled out for a while...then i went to taco bell because i was craving a CRUNCHWRAP!!! when i got back from taco bell we chilled out for a while again and then he wanted to go to little cezars for the $5 pizza so we did and i ate like 3 pieces of that...then i went home and ate some BUTTER TOAST!
LINDSAY KNOWS WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!!!
well...enough about my fucking munchie moment...i need to go call the health department and try to make another appointment within my date range
peace out bitches!
Thursday, November 10th, 2005
9:26 am
so, i've realized that i absolutley am IN LOVE with the beatles!
Their music is so wonderful and peaceful and relaxing and thoughtful and trippy and sad and happy and everything just all rolled into one!

all my thanks for loving the beatles goes to my wonderful friend....stephanie nash

anyway...

i got the news on my car yesterday...its really bad...
really really bad...
actually the worst news ever in the universe!

are you ready for it?

here it goes...my engine is completely shot...i need a whole new engine or a whole new car
either way it fucking sucks
i'm so fucking pissed!!!

but on a lighter note i got 2 cell phone chargers for $37.02 yesterday...which is the price of one at the Basic Communications on the corner of Jackson and 31 in GH...so that was sweet
then i went home and burned a bunch of CD's

hung out with my brother last night...it was the same old same old but i enjoy every second i spend with him because i know it will soon be over :(

peace out BITCHES!

The Beatles
Come Together

Here come old flat top
He come groovin' up slowly
He got jo jo eyeball
He one holy roller
He got hair down to his knee
Got to be a joker he just do what he please

He wear no shoeshine
He got toe-jam football
He got monkey finger
He shoot Coca-Cola
He say 'I know you, you know me'
One thing I can tell you is you got to be free

Come together right now over me

He bag production
He got walrus gumboot
He got Ono side board
He one spinal cracker
He got feet down below his knee
Hold you in his armchair you can feel his disease

Come together right now over me
Right... come... come... come...

He roller-coaster
He got early warning
He got muddy water
He one mojo filter
He say 'One and one and one is three'
Got to be good-looking 'cause he's so hard to see

Come together right now over me
Come together yeah...
Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
9:50 am
so...
i'm starting to get really fucking down about my brother leaving.
hes going to alaska and i wont be able to see him except for like twice a year if i'm lucky :( i'm going to miss him so much...he is my best friend ever (besides stephanie) i hang out with him every day and i talk to him more than my parents do...i dont know what i will do without my brother...i can already tell you that it will be a lonely few months until i move out. i know i'll be sitting at home everytime i would normally be at his house...its hard not to be lonely when you pretty much only have one friend that you hang out with and she works all the time. my brother is the person that i am by far closest too out of anybody that i know or have ever known...
god damn it i'm going to miss him so much...lately when i think about it i just want to cry

Hootie and the Blowfish
Goodbye

Tomorrow used to be a day away
Now love is gone and you're into someone far away
I never thought the day would come
When I would see his hand not mine
Holding on to yours because I could not find the time
And now I can't deny
Nothing lasts forever
But I don't wanna leave and see the teardrops in your eyes
I don't wanna live to see the day you say goodbye
Now there comes another part of life I go alone...
Sitting at a bar with Chris that I can't leave
Cause my house ain't no home
I just wanna touch you girl
I wanna feel you close to me
Without your love I would give up now and walk away so easily
So maybe while we're young we'll figure out together
That even with the pain there's a remedy
We'll be all right
I don't wanna live to see the day you say goodbye
When I first met you I couldn't love anyone
But you stole my dreams and you made me see
That I can walk into the sun and I could still be me
And now I can't deny
Nothing lasts forever
But I don't wanna leave and see the teardrops in your eyes
So baby why break up
Lets figure out together
That even with the pain there's a remedy
And we'll be alright
I don't wanna live to see the day you say goodbye
We say goodbye
Oh goodbye
Goodbye
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